Break up...I think yes

So it officially sucks when you find out through a third party that your fiance is intending to end things with you. It also sucks to know that he doesn't have the balls to call and tell you, instead he calls everyone else and then tells the rest of his platoon that he is planning on ending your relationship.

Here's my question:
What did I ever do to screw us over? The answer is nothing. I'm having a hard time comprehending this. I forgave him for cheating, I forgave him for yelling at me about sending so many letters, I forgave him for getting all big-headed on me, and I forgave him for basically fueling my last break up which I just found out about. But in the end my loyalty and my faithfulness has done nothing for this relationship. It's unbelievable that he would make me wait 7 months only to end things with me with only weeks left in his deployment. The fact he can't even get up the guts to call me and tell me this makes me think he's a coward. I found out through one of the other Marine girlfriends who asked her boyfriend about it.

He's my boyfriend, my fiance, and he has completely tore our relationship apart for a long time. I continued to forgive him yet he's the one who continues to destroy everything. I haven't spoken to him in 6 weeks and that already told me everything I needed to know. I guess now it's time for me to show my true colors, excel in everything I do, and tell him exactly how I feel. Love is a wonderful thing but now I see more than anything that he envied my last relationship, but he did ten times worse than my best friend in everything he did. He continues to put physical objects above me. I guess that's just life isn't it? So here's my advice for the day:

Tell him you love him often and don't let things go that should be talked about before deployment. Trust your heart and your head and do what's best for you. Take life lightly and don't set future plans with uncertainties. I think the hardest part right now is the fact that we had our wedding pretty much planned out. I don't regret a minute of our time together and I don't think that anyone should regret their time together. I'm confused and hurt that he couldn't tell me but I think that just shows how he has changed over deployment. I'm waiting for him to call and say it but you can guarantee that I will say it first. It's not fair to be in something when only one person is giving effort.

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